I don’t mean to be the stereotypical mentally ill gay person online. Unfortunately I do happen to deal with all of these on a daily basis. My mother and father just had horrible genetics in terms of mental illness, what can I say. Among other things… (Trauma)

I have been questioning if I have some kind of complex dissociative disorder for a couple years now and I have done my own note taking to keep track. I am not in therapy in general so it is hard for me to do much other than try to cope with the symptoms and self-medicate. I think of myself as a system but I am obviously covert, and as the host you will talk to me or my parts masking as me most of the time

As it is a pattern with BPD for the comorbidity of other PDs to be present, I figure I only have traits of many, and none are medically recognized like my other disorders (minus my CDD that also is not) so I will not be listing them here. I am a paranoid person at heart, especially online where I have been cyberstalked many times, please keep this in mind

Ok rant over


txto