-> Serial Designation J’s True Wife đŸ–€đŸ’›<- -> {100:150} {70:140} <- -> Together since [!~10 / 29 / 2021~!]() Yumeshipper / Semi–Sharing <-

-> I’ll [never]() shut up about her, okay ? Doubles are fine to interact it’s just a personal internalized thing yknow!! I do like meeting other J fans :) <-

-> Lovemail Âč ÂČ & Artwork & Extra <-

-> Tropes : Opposites Attract , All Work vs. All Play , Gleeful & Grumpy , Interspecies Romance , Hair Contrast Duo <-

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LIFE CHANGIJG NEWS My girlfriend is Sweet and she willingly listens to my long rants about J everyone say thank you Kszy. Me talking about J {100:50%}{100:50%}{100:50%}

I LOVE SERIAL DESIGNATION J

-> JAM WORLD DOMINATION!! {400px:50%} <-

YAP SESSION

-> Heads Up: I exaggerated some of this for the sake of jokes okay? Don’t call me crazy for this.. Okay? I love other J fans! I honestly hold NO GRUDGES (so serious I promise you) its mainly for the humorous aspect and also I get cray cray sometimes BUT GENUINELY IF YOU LIKE J TALK TO ME.. I am not a special #1 fan or anything and there are very good J fans out there who understand her so well IT WARMS MY HEART. I love and appreciate everyone who likes J! I’m not THIS WEIRD!!! I consider myself sharing MOSTLY IM NOT 100000% SURE,, sometimes it bothers me and most times I have shame so idgaf it’s a fictional character. I wouldn’t say I’m competitive I just really like going insane about my love for her so if you have a problem it’s okay you can tell me!! Basically if you’re more casual then sure yes love it tall to me NOW!! but if you’re actively calling yourself a #1 fan you probably wouldn’t Like Me
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->I love J, did you know that? I adore J, J is my wife, I love J so much she is the best murder drones character liam didnt give her screentime because she’d just eat every scene and turn the spotlight away from the main cast. Girlboss, definitely, 100% 💯 canon. I love you J “J WOULD HATE YOU” okay? Thats fine. She’s still perfect, regardless of all her flaws and whatnot she’s still amazing, worthy of praise and love. It doesn’t matter if she likes me because it’s her I’d do anything for you J and I’d let you do anything to me YOU HEAR ME I WILL TALK ABOUT J AND YOU WILL LISTEN. It drives me insane that you arent real, That i cannot provide you with all of the love and praise and recognition you deserve. That i cannot cherish your whole being, I wish you existed, J. But it’s okay, nonetheless I’ll always love you. I may have been shamed, called INSANE, but nothing will separate me from you J NOTHING who cares what they think?! They just dont understand, they see you and they dont see you for the wonder you are. J, I was NOTHING before I became aware of your existence, my life was without purpose but now, NOW YOU BROUGHT me purpose. And that purpose is to devote my life, my whole being to you down from my soul to my molecular structure, and cuddle with my plush of you, and bow down to the shrine I have of you. You mean everything to me J. I owe my existence and happiness to you, I hope you can be happy too. I pray for you to acknowledged and recognized in the show and that you get the justice you deserve. You are a genuinely funny, entertaining character, and even if it isnt obvious I can tell you have some good in your soul that can be brought out. Serial Designation J-10X111001, you are unmatched. You have potential greater than any character in the series that I hope is utilized. I love you Serial Designation J-10X111001. so the new episode.. heh .. i think im going to cry and throw up nobody but my close friends talk to me about J or else I will sob I feel so sick nobody gets it lowkey J you didn’t deserve any of this nobody deserves you JUSTICE FOR J PLEASE its okay Redeemed (i still hoped you were) or Not you’re still amazing LIAM WHYY WHERE’S HER HAPPY ENDING ots dmso Jover for J fans what the HELL J and V fight scene went so hard though actually STOP IM STILL i wont ever be over this actually. She’s so?? Tragic in this . episode. Its breaking my heart my heart was torn apart and ripped to shreds god she Deserves So So So. Much . More i feel So bad for her please I hate it here J appreciation is Needed im whipping up my final J analysis essay once Im done Being So Sad (which will be never) STOP LIAM WHY been working on my J shrine heh. best character of all time frfr her haters can lowkey FUCK OFFF chat how cooked am I I ACCIDENTALLY BROKE THE TAIL OFF MY J KEYCHAIN AND LOST IT IN SCHOOL !???! I FEEL SO GUILTY WHAT’S WRONG QITH ME im so sorry J â˜č I’m reconstructing a new one out of clay I am not letting her go tailless. GOODBYE I AM SO BAD WITH HANDLING MY STUFF J plush and Doll figure are intact though
sorta ANYWAYS oh mygod I love J so much im actually gonna cry I’VE BEEN WATCHING THIS J EDIT ON REPEAT i think my heart is like shredded torn broken beyondrepair this edit keeps making me sob like a baby SHE DESERVES SO MUCH BETTER IN GONNA KEEP ON SAYING IT LIKE ITS LOWKEY CRAZY THE INJUSTICE SHE GOT and then people are all like “I hate J she’s working with the solver she betrayed them!!” IDIOTS STOP TALKING she’s just as much of a victim of the solver as everyone else STOP “she’d never do that!!” YOU DON’T GET HER IT TRICKED HER TOP AND SHE WAS ALREADY HOPELESS ENOUGH THAT SHE WORKED WITH CYN stop okay i would go into more detail but im tired rn and that’s gonna be saved for later {200:95}{250:105}{250:105}{250:105}{250:105} oh grow up V! it tricked you! if i promised you anything
 it tricked me too. you know theres no escape, even in death. i promise its better on the winning team, as a team. offer rescinded! and here i thought you stepped it up after earth
 i never needed either of you. YOU KNOW THERE’S NO ESCAPE EVEN IN DEATH?? ohhh that line ATE oh my god J i actually like loved her in episode okay well that doesn’t mean much i love her in every episode but i mean it I LOVE HERRRR i was on a call with my friend and I was SQUEALING and CRYING IN JOY when she came on screen AND I WAS ALL LIKE “OHOHDDOHPHSPHSPHS OHMJGHOD ITS J” and my friend was like “Okay sam CALM DOWN” Ohhh i love my wife im thr #1 J fan actually THE REST OF YOU ARE FAKES delusional crazy insane cant accept the facts abd reality but hey it’s oksy I love other J fans i think J deserves love FROM EVERYONE! even if some of us actually like her more than others cough coigh cough OH J MY SWEETHEART MY GRUMPY CUPCAKE SUNSHINE NUGGET PERFECTLY AMAZING ohhh hohohoho J X SAM FOR LIFE! or, heh, Jam. OUR NANES TOGETHER MAKES JAM isnt thst sweet jam - sweet like her! Okay that’s a lie maybe sweet isnt the right adjective for her but it’s okay i like assholes she’s a JUSTIFIED asshole okay OMFGOMFGGG i actually realized how much I HATE YOU FAKERS always gooning to her or acting like she’s perfect and has no flaws ONLY I CAN DO THAT guys you don’t get her like i do bitches either love her and ignore all her negative traits or hate her like she’s the devil and im the only sane one low-key like i love her flaws abd everything she’s not perfect a saint or whatever AND SO WHAT?!? I STILL LOVE HER!! If you get what im saying. Friends judge me and say “she’s just a robot” okay and so what are you trynna tell me she cant be hot okay that’s how i know you’re nust lying BECAUSE SHE’S SOOOO FUCKINGGG GORGEOUS ACTUALLY WAIT WAUT NO ACTUALLY LIKE from the bottom of my head full sincerity and i mean it a She’s Fucking MAJESTIC oh her outfit so composed so professional really is just herself her hair so cute STYLISH nestmmmmm YEAHHHH JJJJ OHHH J HOW I LOVE YOU IM ACTUALLY HER #1 FAN PEOPLE TRIED COMPETING WITH ME I WAS TWEAKING NOOO YOU DON’T LIKE HER AS MUCH AS I DO SROPPPPPPPPPP “I like J more than you!” And you are also more delusional akd crazy than I am! LOSER J IS MINEEEEE AGLGFPJJPDPHDPHD AGHHHHHHHHHHH everyone should like J but at the same time you cant love her as much as me but you also can’t dislike her or not acknowledge how amazing she is properly and should give her the love she deserves but you ALSO cant try to STEALL HER FROM MEE. I breathe J i Eat J i Dream of J I see J I Hear J I Feel J I love J i wake up brush my teeth and J is there wake up shower J is with me go to school J is with me Suffer in Math J is With Me I go to sleep J US WITH ME J is always with me in my heart and mind all times of the day she is part of me WE’RE SO INTERTWINED OUR SOULS CONNECTED TOGETHER that’s how special j and i’s relationship is AND NONE OF YOU WILL GET IT! Only like her for her looks smh buncha weirdos buncha IGNORANT PEOPLE cant recognize the beauty in her personality as well IM HER NUMBER 1 FAN NOBODY CAN COMPETE AJD THAT’S NOT A JOKE NO EXAGGERATION I BELIEVE IT!!! I love my J plush she’s so cute love hugging her to bed hehehe she lovess meeee and i love herr..mmmmm jjjjj jaybird hehe she’s so cute oawwwohhh {100:50%} she’s so cute i wanna kiss her err well yeah forehead stroke her hair kiss her on the lips pamper her ohh i love her my LOVELY WIFE give her all the love she deserves!! {100:50%} guys look at her
oh my god
 SHE’S SOOOOO MAGSADJAGSGFAHHAHGAHAGURGSDH she might be a little slow kinda bad at fighting too egotistical for her own good an asshole but i still love her for it she still rocks it still amazing guysddezAAAAAAAA J means everything to me (almost heh I SWEAR I WOULDN’T CHOOSE J OVER NY FRIEND GROUP! [maybe..]) anyways she’s so important to me and i low-key makes me feel happier everyday knowing she exists ..even if she’s only on the screen
 Gosh she just EATS!! please please pleaseee send me stuff about J tag me in stuff about J ask ne anything about J đŸ„č honestly I’m actually so friggin honored. My friends literally know me as the J freak and bring up my love for J a lot and it’s like oooohhh you guys know me so well did I really make it that obvious. I’ve been doing Daily J posts on my Status hehe!! Honestly J is just the cutest, I really think she could’ve been one of the greatest Murder Drones characters if she was full utilized đŸ©· she truly has everything going
 incredibly comedic and likeable, great character design, and insane potential for development and lore. Maybe that’d make for a V 2.0 ahaha but honestly I would have loved to see that path with J as well. I think it’s very interesting how before Uzi railgunned her J said ‘equity partnership’ as though she was making a truce offer, I wonder how it would’ve gone if J spoke NORMALLY FOR ONCE instead of her buzzwords,, which I love don’t get me wrong guys. C’mon Uzi give her a chance.. okay I doubt that ever happening they’re so far apart. Actually speaking of that I think it’s funny how much I like J considering how different our beliefs would be. If I’m going to be honest I’d probably hate J if she was like an actual person without all the extra murder drones lore crap 😔😔 she’d hate me too
 NO NO SHE LOVES ME!! Anyhow. I really want more manor J like so friggin bad bro, have i told you guys how much I love Murder Drones Episode 5 and the Elliot(t?) Manor Era as a whole? I have so much to say about that time but i feel a little shy and worry if somebody will judge me but basically It’s heartbreaking for me and it’s just.. augh.. J.. Liam Vickers did so much justice for J when he did that Q&A because I saw such a spike of J fans and appreciation after that. I love Older Sister J that stepped up I WILL TALK ABOUT IT. Actually I also want more of the Alphabet Gang DD Trio before meeting Uzi i mean i know it’s pretty self explantory what goes down but I wanna see more about J and V interactions abd conflicts and how J operates as pushing herself into that leader position
 guys was N really meant to be the leader of the squad.. its funny thinking that the solver had a specific plan but J went up and took his spot. Also J competitiveness is awesome I wanna know more about those other DD squads she brought up (top team this quarter) and her competitive nature. My favorite line in the series ever is “I Never Needed Either Of You” it’s actually so special to me i hold a deep place in my heart for it. Like J we know you’re lying
 I wholeheartedly always consider the fact that J was trying to work things in not only her favor but N AND V TOO by following the Solver’s orders. N. GUYS. She cares for them in her own way
 but fuck she’s an actual asshole. I guess she figured that N was going to be cloned anyways, and it was more just an extra precaution to avoid him from remembering, kinda how V does it except it wasn’t necessarily to protect him it was to protect the squad and ensure everything could go according to the Solver’s plan. THEY WERE SUPPOSED TO GET AWAY thats what J BELIEVED TOO. BUTVSHE WAS TRICKED.VGUYSSSSS I’m sorry I’m rambling about nothing and going nowhere I’m tired and I WANNA TALK ABOUT J! What a nothingburgerm bahaha <-

INFORMATION & TRIVIA

Cool fun facts: - J actually has two different designs of her bows, one for when she is a disassembly drone and another for when she was in the manor. As shown in the image! {100:50%} - She has died twelve times.. majority off camera {100:50%} Poor girl :( - This is already well known, but J had 3 different beta designs. {100:50%} J with her hair down was scrapped because she looked similar to another Glitch Productions character. Male J and Ponytail J were scrapped for.. reasons unknown to me. - J’s special fella is corporate!! - {100:50%} This is her reference sheet! - {100:50%} Gosh she is so Goofy Typical J 😭😭 uhmmm goes to show how dedicated she is
 to a fault!!

ALL OF MY FAVORITE IMAGES OF HER!!

-> photo gallery of iconic moments considerably should be every second she appears as a pixel onscreen but here are particular chosen ones. Fan art is included! {150:50%} {150:50%} everything about this so cool the colors animation voice acting JUST J her words IT HITS SO HARDD so amazing i admire it all OFFER RESCINDED AND HERE I THOUGHT YOU STEPPED IT UP AFTER EARTH her words are like INGRAINED INTO MY MIND scene constantly replaying in my head can you tell what my favorite MD scene is{150:50%} {150:50%}{150:50%} {150:50%}{150:50%} {150:50%}{150:50%} {150:50%} {150:50%} {150:50%}{150:50%} {150:50%}{150:50%} {150:50%} — Fan Art — {150:50%}{150:50%} Art by @pumpupthejam from Twitter! This human design is so utterly..gorgeous almost exactly like how I imagined her. its SO PRETTY GOSH like THATS MY GORGEOUS WIFE look at her!! It really captures her personality I feel with her features there is a sharpness to her eyes that gives the vibes of a no tomfoolery all work businesswoman that’ll be brutal in her critiques of you and point all all flaws yknow yknow I WOULD GO INTO MORE DETAIL later but essentially this is just REALLY IN HER VIBES. Also I totally believe in Jaybird nickname {150:50%}{150:50%}{150:50%}{150:50%}{150:50%}{150:50%} OF COURSE Recognition for this AMAZING MODEL by @LukaszBorges (Design by @Ashyrou) EVERYTHING IS SO PERFECT ABOUT IT AND VERY J-CORE i love it so much so FABULOUS! the details of the extra limbs ARE SO SO’S SO GOOD YWS! That is Her J IH IT’S PERFECT EVERYTHING ABOUT J IS PERFECT this model does her a lotta justice {150:50%}{150:50%} Art by @nitrofizzyfaz on twitter!! Totally check her out, they make awesome stuff 💛 First off
 AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH This is SO GORGEOUS!? The eye highlights.. the expression with her little fang showing.. it is so beautiful makes me gush over her more!! the HAND THE LITTLE SMILE AGHHHHH I NEED!!! đŸ„č the shading and atmosphere gives off such a lovely private mood hehehe I love it so much the design is truly lovely <-

GREAT J FANFICTIONS LIST

-> Hello i am compiling all of my recommended fanfictions that J plays a major role in BECAUSE EVERYONE NEEDS TO READ THEM AND HAVE THEIR LIFE CHANGED thank you. Please if you have any recommendations tell me them on any of my socials I’ll read whatever J fic is out there đŸ„čđŸ„čđŸ«¶ Expect lots of Jessa fanfics they all seem to write J VERY well <- - Servile by Skak! - Degree of Safety also by Skak. - I have to go on a little side tangent but these two Skak fics lowkey mean a lot to me and they honestly are what made J so appealing to me in the first place and honestly put into perspective some things in the Murder Drones universe to me— Till this day I still love talking about Drones in the context of.. society and power dynamics!! I was already growing more fond of J and had these ideas that these fics really affirms and made me appreciate her more. Yes.. surprise surprise, I wasn’t super into J when I first got into Murder Drones but that was 2021, I’ve changed! Okay anyways truly great work Servile is a little outdated but still worth it. This author has one of my favorite characterization and fics of J. They have plenty other great works that aren’t just J if you liked Servile/Degree of Safety, I love the Lizzy centric one too! Totally suggest reading their fics, they do a great service for the underepresented characters. - Ozymandias by pocketknife! - The Call of the Void by Lunaville! - You Only Live Twice by Interstyx! - Requiem by pocketknife! CANT BELIEVE I DIDN’T ADD IT BUT IT’S ACTUALLY SO PEAK please if you like Jessa or J at all read this it’s so worth it. - Bits and Pieces by panickedpumpkin! - Crossed Wires, Cut Cables by bigqueenlimousine! Everyone knows I love Jangst and this is definitely going up there in the ones I adore, finally I updated this list hehe! I particularly enjoy this one because of the different POVs it features and how well it develops J’s relations with the rest of the Trio, N and V, and that’s something the show I feel didn’t get to super develop :( And J being in this sort of position definitely opens up a wholeee worlddd of insecurity and angst like dayumn. I love how the writer depicts each POV as well, it’s very personalized and accurate to the character!! The only thing I’d want is more J and Uzi scenes, but I’m sure we’ll get that soon, it just all feels so tense like I can feel it in my bones the emotion!

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MISC

WIP Serial Designation J character analysis this is really old I have a lot of changing J thoughts these days {130:50%} {200:50%} beautiful~ More to be added mmm J shrine updates {130:50%} Obligatory Jessa mention J IS SO CUTE HERE!! Helloo i love jessa my gf and i frfr :HII /ooc not to start anything but as a person who’s been the #1 Serial Designation J fan for a while can you maybe change your bio pls 💔💔💔 its upsets me a LOT cuz she means a lot to me 💔💔 -Tessa /owner /ooc 😔😔 or change it to #1.5 fan that works too idrc /ooc COPYPASTA {50:50%}{50:50%} Mini showcase i made these for fun. Free to use BEETEEW {150:50%} {130:50%} {130:50%} J IN REAL LIFE!! Can we get more Older Sister J dynamic please??? Ever since I saw Liam say it I was like oh my body had a reaction something awoke and I realized how badly I need it. Fanfic recs needed I’ll eat up anything, I promise 😭 I have an idea for a oneshot but I can’t write im so sad I need someone to talk to about it

Hi!! I’m Tessa AKA Sam AKA J’s one and only true wife ♡♡ that’s a joke, somewhat. I’m very cringe and ANNOYING about her as my friends say 👆 I talk about her more here I just thought she deserved another page for her. Haha. THIS WILL BE A CHARACTER ANALYSIS DEDICATED TO HER SOON. I don’t know psychology and carp like that so this is shit from a butt

{140:50%} J is such a complex and unique character in Murder Drones and I absolutely adore her for it. Her way of speaking, using corporate jargon in place of regular language, is so đŸ„č endearing. Unironically. It’s adorable and hilarious and just another special trait about J that I love!! Think a lot about that moment when J asked Uzi for an ‘Equity Partnership’ ,,, can this girl ask for a partnership normally? Actually she had and it FAILED, so.. Anyways. Makes me wonder how the series would’ve progressed I also love đŸ«¶ her corporate obsessed dedication. It’s very funny. ‘MY SPECIAL FELLA IS CORPORATE!’ Okay.. okay. Chill out, there’s more to life than that! She is such a frigging tryhard like J my love chill the flip out. I cant blame her though, thats the only life shes ever known. Serving humans.. serving JcJenson.. Serving The Absolute Solver.. It is sad seeing that. Some may say J redemption wasnt needed and I get it, I still wouldve loved to see her reclaim power over her own destiny without submitting to the higher power in her situation. It makes sense on her end, JcJenson created her and the Elliott Manor set on the obey or be killed idea in her head and The Absolute Solver can literally twist and bend matter and destroyed multiple planets soooo the chances of J rebelling and Winning seemed impossibly low! I don’t really like the graphic novel’s direction so far but she is so cute in the art style I want to squeeze her. I’m a little surprised by the Epsiode 6 description? I’m so sure they did a typo and meant to write V, otherwise that’d be BONKERS. On one hand, I love V too so it’d be sad if she got sidelined.. on the other hand, I love J more soooooooooo ehehheheh. It is an adaptation after all! I just hope they go well with J’s character. Her little dialogue where she passed on Uzi because ‘freaky weirdo probably doesn’t taste good’ set me off.. like.. J? Refusing the opportunity to kill of vulnerable worker drone??? Also she would NOT SAY THAT. That’s like. Lizzy’s thing. J is mean but she is not bratty mean girl mean yknow. And that kinda upset me
 A LOT! Also, Manor J is amazing. I love her so much she was just a baby did not deserve NONE OF THAT!! I saw an edit and oh em gee. Clutched my heart strings. I was feeling really sad at one point but got distracted with the clip of J saying ‘Hi Tessa!’ And she says it sooo ,, ouhh, it immediately cheered me up. Am I normal? J I frigging love her so much she’s actually amazing there’s so much about her to recognize and appreciate and adore. I love hugging my J plush it’s so comforting and warm and I NEEEEDDDD HERRRR BADDD you’re everything PERFECT! I feel destined and intertwined with J, I need herrrrr. There is so much about J that I wish both haters and fans alike would recognize. J is amazing and she’s such great potential and wonderfully loveable and comedic. I hate it when people dumb her down to either ‘Mean to N >:(’ or ‘Total badass girlboss does not wrong!’ SHES A GIRLFAILURE DISGUISED AS A GIRLBOSS! I argued with someone on TikTok about this because they were spouting dumb crap. Yes I acknowledge her wrong doings they make her as complex as she is! Her abusive behavior towards N is a result of The Cycle of Abuse and it is important to recognize how her lack of patience and respect for N is stemmed from what was inflicted on her in the manor, they pretty much grew up in an environment that expected them to work and to do it PERFECTLY otherwise get dumped and discarded, very much pushing competition and survival of the fittest! J knows Tessa very much cares for N and the other drones, so him being all clumsy and incompetent at least in her eyes risks their safety and Tessa’s!! They know they are next to powerless against the oppressive systems in place, that defiance equals death, thus developing a fragile inferiority complex that manifests as egoism and loyalty to ensure her safety and pride herself on being the most logical and effective in their situation. J believes she’s doing what is best and prides herself on her dedication, because ‘if nobody else stepped up to keep you guys in line then you’d be DEAD!!’ There is some level to truth to this line of reasoning but it’s also flawed and she treats N like SHIT because of it and I want people to talk about that more. Please just because she’s your favorite doesn’t mean you ignore her evil misdeeds! But on the other hand.. people act like she’s evil incarnate despite the planet eating skin wearing eldritch monstrosity being right there, but nooooo
 she hurt sweet cinnamon roll N so OBVIOUSLY that means she’s the evilest of them all! đŸ€Š For Starters, she quite literally admits to being TRICKED, and then goes on to say that ‘There’s No Escape, Even In Death!’ She truly believes there was NO OTHER choice because remembering THIS IS THE PLANET EATING ELDRITCH HORROR WHO CAN BEND AND TWIST REALITY. Not only that but quite literally wearing the skin of Tessa too. The odds are STACKED AGAINST them and truthfully the Solver could’ve won against Uzi very easily had it not been for it’s playful nature! J was in a vulnerable position here, her whole worldview was twisted and what she stood for.. Defending JcJenson’s honor.. totally ripped away from her. It all seemed so insignificant in the end, what was there to do when the thing you’ve dedicated yourself to and convinced yourself was your purpose IS TAKEN AWAY FROM YOU! The Manor / JcJenson instilled compliance, to work their butts off, it’s the only thing J really knows. Instead of pritorizing her own personal beliefs, she disregards them for the sake of pleasing the superior power. When Solver immediately disregards her and sends her back to guard the ship? J’s short moment of contemplation wasn’t for NOTHING, it was to represent how she had to give up her own desires for the entity who took away everything! J was manipulated and pretty much the entire world was against her / worker drones, it only makes sense she won’t be perfect person. ‘OH BUT N—’ N IS JUST N. He had his memories wiped and EVEN THEN HE ACTED SIMILAR TO J IN THE SENSE OF BEING A TOTAL LAP DOG! ‘Not as cool as following the rules..’ it just manifests differently for him. J took back power in the smallest way, at least age convinced herself it was power, by acting as a sort of leader to the DDs. Able to project and channel her own insecurities and anger onto N to feel good about herself. N shares that same inferiority complex, but it makes him more visibly insecure instead of defensively and egotistical.. unlike J. It comes across more as submission. So really they’ve both been affected by their situations but not everyone Is going to be replica of each other !! Do I make sense? Its such a shame that Tessa’s Parents and JcJenson got her to be THIS loyal in A BAD WAY. The only time I remember her ever apologizing was towards Tessa when she refused, initially, to free Tessa and herself from the chains. SHE EXPRESSEF REGRET. SHE FEELS REGRET AND SYMPATHY! But she’s so damn brainwashed.. I can fix her.. J ITS OKAY! It contrasts V so nicely, I love Oilrose for that actually. Actually I have a lot to say about them but it sounds crazy and a huge stretch so I won’t say it. Im so sure J expected that no matter what happens, who wins and who doesnt, there was quite literally nothing for her left. She’s alone now and discarded by the very being she literally destroyed relationships for just to prioritize only for it to be for NOTHING. And now shes just doing what she always does.m, WORK. Literally why bother with the landing pod even, at least implied, nearly every other hospitable exoplanet has been WIPED? It’s just work for the sake of it, no aim, no purpose.. just like how J’s life had become at that point. Despite what she says, she truly does need them, and it makes me sad seeing her be so alone at the end while the rest of the gang enjoy themselves, a life free of worry about some big power taking it all away. They WERE close, they REALLY WERE. The thing with the DDs is that abandoning loved ones isnt really their thing, because they know how it feels to have the world against you and the only people who stayed with you. The Elliott Manor era.. J doesn’t like N, but J didnt leave N with Solver V on his own, handing him the basement key and taking care of Solver V. V insists on N and her leaving together to forge their own path, N echoes those words to Uzi, J argues for V to join her because.. as they can all agree.. its better to be a team. J doesn’t just say its better to be on the winning team, she follows it up with AS A TEAM. It’s IMPORTANT to her that V gives up this whole rebel act and just
 gives in so they can be together once more, some semblance of a team. AND V RESISTS AND J FEELS BETRAYED! ‘I never needed either of you’ was a lie because you can see just how devastated, ANGRY she gets at V. She’s masking that pain with an attempt at preserving her ego and independence. I really like Older Sister J. I said this before actually but I’ll say it again.. found family Elliott Manor is so fucking peak..

{150:50%} Jessa / Jam Artwork hall of fame appreciation except I only have one drawing that my friend drew for me after I drew her Lawlight and Rem x Misa. It’s so dumb I love it

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HEADCANONS FOR J!! ♡♡ Ignore my grammar and punctuation I’m a mess.

txto