things - ill move in alone, ill be alone in my house, i wont have you around, we wont be able to do the ncie things like sleep together without stress from parents house and have the sleep days and care days and working on projects and art together in my house and we cant cook together i wont get to enjoy your home cooked meals god i wont get to challenge my fear foods with you like we wanted and the hotpot - i was already crying so hard about not having friends to celebrate my birthday but i wont even have you - halloween just getting drunk together ill miss that so much im even crying rn typing it was too much fun i barely had any ed thoughts and mom thoughts and recently ive felt so much prettier when i was drunk it was so good and our moments cute drunk together and lovey and all god im gonna miss you so much i miss you so much already the cuddles and all and grabbing your arm when we’re sitting i miss you so much the walks at night jesus the walks at bout du monde im crying so much walking at bout du monde and like the place with the cows god and im stressed f how alone and scaredill be if when ill get hospitalized - theonly good rest sleep i had was with you but i dobt grt it anymore, if your dad goes away for few days we cant use it to spent time at your place, i wont get to enjoy being treated nice and bring tucked in for a nap while you can play guitar
other things - going to boreal with you and the libraries and unimail, we wont be able to study or do art together we cant do the fashion things we wanted to when we first met and the belt chain you had and me my projects with you andin my futuew appartment like i first wanted to - getting your support and holding hands and getting a treat after blood tests or appointments - the shows and events like burlesque or phantom or even like the antigel festival this january -matching costume at polymanga - snow days together :/
other things idk - going to toy stores with you - we didnt get the mushroom burger still we wont get empanadas together anymore going to gifi and maxi bazar together
txto