2026
I have an excessively long midface My midface is too long My jaw is even longer My jaw and ramus are too long and tall My face bones are forward grown I have high forward facial bone growth too high I have very narrow compressed eyes too narrow I have very masculine mannerisms too masculine My body language and movement are way too manly My voice is too deep and raspy My voice overly deep and raspy The way I talk my dictation is overly masculine My body has selected for have a long narrow face too much I am straight heterosexual guy I am normal masculine My behaviour is overly masculine My clavicular bonebos overly wide My shoulders are too wide My torso is overly long My chin is overly long and narrow Its overly easy for me act like a normal masculine man My chin is overly long too long I look eerily similar to lasha kalandadze My face is is seriously too long My midface is narriw but very long My lower face my chin and jaw are overly long I have narrow eye opening and deepsetted eyeballs My outer eye corners are very high and close to ears I overly masculine I act overly macho It easy for me to be a man and act like one
I’m hay my voice is to fem I act weird my behavioir my hobbies i am freak and I’ve never been able to change myself I always get calls out for it People want ne gone I dont dospear idk why I am the problem my personality me im the problem i cant act normal I have no one to blame but myself I always get hunikated yet my ego doesn’t stop My brain keep asking for confirm rechecking over ans over showing the same thin over and over its a pattern that shows im rechecking it’s show me uncomfortable thoughts over and over to process the process exists But it’s not my resolve or how I really feel It’s not real I lose sense of it but me doesn’t matter in the end Life exists in motion so I can stay in one state forever All I can do is try to maintainstabikity through these states Remain humble I dont get to talk im ugly useless
I’m never sure It repeats analye this reprtion is a sign of something unresolved bit not every ny brain shows me is real or matters or shows my real judgemebt ir just neurons firing
Also I underestimate how much people hate me and how ugly I truly am
Also I keep looking up rule34 for horny pics stimulating ny self The more I try to control the more it gets out of control
It can be there let it rise come and go A picture comes to you it’s harmless let it be it has nothing do with you
I meant by states we exit in motion things hcnaging come and go we cant remain same forever we hold on to balance
The world always against me my body My hair my personality even my brain
There is also the corruption the obsession with preserving corruption purity find balance
Order exists it can be observed and proven that why God’s doesn’t like chaos and why humans fear the unknown what they cant control predict the opiate of order the unknown It doesn’t matter in amnesia alt reality parallel worlds are shown If order exists or not in the end everything will still suck for me Me doesn’t matter me was realized a long time ago in anime It’s not something I need to preserve That year I was always getting yelled at every thing I did All I can do is not cause problems Let things come and go dratch from certainty I can very be certain what’s the next best thing doing something what’s helpelsful what is certain like uncertainty is recognized Let it be separate from reak feelings those edpnt matter either In the end what i do want 2026 There will be no end wgat I want dowstb matter Find meaning I want to stay out of gods way i ruin everything I want not bother anyone just stay quiet until I dispeae I want to not cause problem
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