Misery
I feel miserable but there’s nothing I can but suffer the pain and not care
If firever is a moment and existence doesn’t matter than in the end all inwant is to find peace
Don’t bother others or god
Let the thought come and go tge way they came they have nothing to do with you are not representative of you let them flow and float away they don’t represent your real desires Your resolve is foight for
I wont get sub results is the only way to get them brvayse the the more you want it the more you wabt it the more you won’t get it
Just like im still an ugly hairy freak my personality my every actions desire is a problem too all I can do is suffer stay out of everyone’s path dont talk to much
I got through last expecting something bad every moment
Candace mangos
I dont care about my family not like Julian abd emma they make me feel miserable
But what does that say about ne thst im egoistic u look down others only value myself afraid of corruption when the way acr is already corrupted but I still don’t want have anything to do with them
Also I will humiliated where ever I go including the afterlife and I truly desrve that
Hard to detach but detach from realizing there prob aren’t going to be good outcomes to begin with you attach because of the outcome
All my thoughts are dumb don’t associate or connect with them at all because they just wabt stimulation rgars why they keep connecting wgat I don’t wabt so domt connect at all realize they aren’t anything to dovwith you
I desrve to be treated like im ugly and hairy use witch hazel to contrixt hairiness
In the end nothing is safe on this house where bad things are always happening
txto