no specific song order; biggest reason this took so long is because i felt stubborn and wanted to organize everything (mood, theming, etc for smoothest song to song transition) like i usually did… but its such boring work, i realized if i kept on with it there was a chance (<- omg) this would never see the light of day. so i never finished organizing LOL just made some bullshit! sorray!
i didnt want the playlist to sound too corny (actually removed a lot of tracks due to this) but its unavoidable so i apologize. i was going to write little notes about every single song, like why i associate them with you or how i feel about them or stories of how i found the artists (most of them ive been listening to on and off since i was 15-17) etc, but i figured that would be too much And would also make it take even longer man. its been too long. if youre curious about any song just ask me. whatever. i may not answer but ask me ♥
songs that are kind of in the playlist but kind of arent because they either are absent from spotify or theyre there but sound different:
cartoon wound by devi (youtube) в последний раз by ансамбль веселые ребята (youtube) wow look nothing by liorinkarmic (soundcloud) idontcareifyoudontcare by phooey (bandcamp) insomnia by mirage in the water (youtube)
sorry for when im distant. i feel we may part soon. so im giving this to you now instead of waiting another week or month or year. i hope all will be well in your life sometime soon
april 22nd 2026
txto