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Jirai男子 EGL, figure collector & yume男子 venti riako𓈒 nonhuman vampiredoll ID of many. #1 Ghost eyes fan. Mentally ill & unstable individual. Always iwc & iayor

Mentally+phys. disabled & chronically ill ݃ otherkin #V系 & visual novel enthusi-
ast. Disorganised attachment. Me irl𓈒 ^① _➋ ^③
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݂agender-spec transmasc partialneu uranic arospec lithro/cupio nebularom unlabeled 🐾𓏻 I identify with all things medical, vampires and dolls. I do not experience attraction normally; my gender is both incredibly complex and nonexistent.

Regardless, we prefer to be seen as masculine or neutral. Some alters prefer feminine terms, inquire if you are unsure^_^. We use the terms he, hx/hy hym(n) it doll & vamp(self) 💉/💉’s

xeᥒoჩoᥲrd݃ vampiredoll masc-reservoir medicoric dollgender boything injured permabandaged vkeivampiric jirainurse doctorvampic hospitalcoric dollpatient𓈒

We identity with many fictional characters that are a big part of our identity, see our collective ID list here, or take a look at our system kinlist. We can be very possessive over these characters as we use them to cope and they are a very important part of our identity. I do not like being separated from them.

I am plural, dx with udd and am a system. We have a headcount of around 40+ with 12ish active parts. My identity and personality may frequently fluctuate, if I behave differently this is why! Our system names are Visual Clinic, Doll Infirmary or The Patients.

I am also chronically ill and physically disabled. I am dx with POTS / dysautonomia, CFS ( Myalgic encephalomyelitis ) and suspected to have hEDS as I meet the full criteria for it and it is commonly comorbid with my other conditions. Alongside unspecified leg problems, persistent tic disorder and insomnia.

I take a lot of medications and sedatives; I spend a lot of time hospitalised for various reasons, I am often prone to flare ups and may be inactive from time to time. I struggle with socialising at these times, if I ignore you it is not personal^_^!

I also heavily suspect to have a form of SZ/STPD from symptoms my previous therapist recognised but am not actively seeking a diagnosis, though these symptoms heavily impact how I interact with others. I struggle to find meaning in relationships and experience distorted thinking & perceptions.

I experience delusions, episodic periods of increased depression and psychosis. I also struggle with addiction and NSSI. I deal with intense intrusive thoughts, compulsions and self mutilating tendencies that impact me a lot.

I share these things with people so they can better understand how to interact with me, they are important and affect my day to day life a lot. Please always be cautious!

I am very unwell and will behave as such, my symptoms will show in my behaviours. My boundaries and identity are very important to me, disrespecting them will result in me blocking you without question. I block freely and don’t owe anyone a reason for it.

I do not enjoy affection from anyone that I am not close with or my fp. I recoil at people being attached to me, please do not depend on me. I also have strict values and can be very opinionated, my life and sickness is my own business I do not need pity. Do not try to help me, I am not actively on a path of recovery and do not like unwarranted advice!

Acknowledge that I am a sick person, if any of my actions bother you communicate that with me. I am a very open person and am happy to discuss my conditions with those who ask, but I am blind to social queues and will not understand something unless I am told it directly. Please be open and honest with me.

I enjoy many medias that are seen as ‘problematic’ such as nitro+ bl games, dol, etc. I am not proship, though I do not care about people who use the label. I use certain fictional medias to cope with past experiences. I keep these things to myself and do not support any harmful creators or the media they produce.

I dislike interacting with doubles of my ID’s, yumes and those that claim to like my interests more than me. I am very possessive over the things I enjoy and see those characters as a big part of my identity.

I will not interact with people that are familiar with wards, frequently talk about their hospital experiences or those I feel have very similar issues to me ( those of which just avoid befriending me please ). This is very personal to me; I can be very competitive in my mental health, I get uncomfortable with people with similar experiences to me because I feel I need to be ‘worse’. Please do not argue about this.

I do not like hearing about other people’s experiences with wards or their history with hospitalisations, do not talk to me about it unless I specifically ask. I am also very prone to leaving people the second they mention these to me, very sorry. It is for my own comfort !

Finally do not talk to me about detailed topics of sh/ed related issues, I am fine with people asking me for support but I don’t want to know the specifics. Please always ask before venting / ranting to me, I will ignore it otherwise. I do not really care about the feelings of those I am not close to.

I will not interact with those who are antis of my interests, against xenopronouns, ableist or joke about serious topics such as sh/ed, rape etc. If you refuse to respect my boundaries I will simply block you, I do not care to argue with people online.

Please avoid interacting with me if you are under 16 or over 21 unless I do first or we know eachother in person. Many of my irl-friends are 19+, so those are the exception!