hi, i have no other way to reach out & im sorry coz i can only assume you dont want to hear from me . ill try to keep this brief since anyone can stumble upon this & i dont want to air out anyones issues.
im aware of what recently happened with K, and it makes me feel so angry & upset for you i don’t know what to do… i know things between us ended abruptly and bitterly but you are still someone who is important to me & i cant imagine the kind of pain this situation put you through. you don’t deserve that kind of treatment and it is really terrible. I am sorry for how I treated you as well. I have been out of my mind and drowning in my own guilt that I didn’t know what else to do but run away. I couldn’t bear the idea of you or anyone else seeing me for what I really am — bitter, stupid, and unworthy. But it isn’t an excuse. I was so angry and pained I said harsh things & shut you out without ever offering any kind of closure or communication in the end, because I am a coward. And I am so sorry for the pain I caused you. I dont expect forgiveness or reconciliation, but my heart aches for you and it is heartbreaking how unsympathetic everyone seemingly is towards you. I hope you have somebody to rely on, and if you ever need someone to talk to I am here. I am so sorry you are going through this and I hope things will be easier for you soon. You really dont deserve this and it makes me so upset. I hope you are doing okay. I just wanted to tell you that I care and I dont think any of this js your fault and its really fucked, and I am worried about you.
if you need anything i unblocked your discord. please take care and I hope you are ok, i really do …
txto