I’m not really sure what that sudden, backhanded, disrespectful message disguised as an apology was last night, or why you felt the need to contact me again just to insult me when I clearly showed you that I didn’t really care about losing you. I don’t know if that hurts your ego or if you’re upset that you weren’t important to me. Clearly, I’m still on your mind and you have more to say to me, but you just won’t say it because you’re petty like everyone told me you were and got scared enough that I replied which caused you to block me Again immediately after without having a proper adult conversation with me as you failed to last time (also a sign of bad communication on your part again like you said) I’m not the only one that has caused animosity from others onto ones self, I’ve heard plenty of nasty things about you as well that I won’t go into detail about because it will probably make you cry more, and I was told to not apologize to you, yet I still went out of my way to do so anyways because I felt guilt for my behavior when I was sixteen and wanted to be the bigger person and be generous enough to not forget what I did and give closure to the situation. Yes, I am bothered by your ragebait because you are grown with bills to pay, which are your words. I’m not going to fake being nonchalant because I’m wise enough and not afraid to stand up for myself and show that I am affected by this, especially against a man who is older than me that should have more responsibilities than I do. I really don’t think you should be telling me to make more friends or go outside the house more when I work full-time since my mommy doesn’t pay my bills like yours does, and when I have made so many new friends through my job and at Lone Star, while you age-regress on Tumblr and all your friends have cut you off, lol.
Please don’t contact me again, especially if you’re just going to send me some nothingburger message to show that you’re still mad at me or something. I wasn’t upset about you blocking me because I didn’t find our incredibly brief friendship significant enough for it to be worth feeling grief over (it didn’t even last a month if I remember right), you’re self-isolating and parochial enough to end a friendship over something I said about animals that I don’t even remember without properly communicating, and because I found your comment about my race, along with you automatically associating the N-word with Black people and telling me the dogwhistle “it’s not that deep” when talking about slurs extremely weird, yet I still spoke to you because I wanted to believe I was misunderstanding you. Clearly I wasn’t… I just wanted to apologize to you for my past behavior, and try to rebuild a friendship to override our past bad experiences. I wasn’t trying to build a super serious best friendship with you, so there was no reason for you to be texting me at almost 12AM weeks (or months idk I didn’t keep track of you) like an obsessive ex. I also mainly apologized for my own mental well-being, I already told you how long the guilt ate at me, I didn’t entirely apologize to you because you were special or something. You are literally the only person who is so adamant to believe I haven’t changed that you had to say it twice in attempt to hurt my feelings as if I hurt you or something, so really, what some 5’2” dude in Stafford or wherever you live thinks of me doesn’t effect my life or my future when he’s clearly upset over irrelevant things so badly that he’s losing sleep at night. Again, please don’t contact me anymore after this, you blocked me for a reason so abide by your own actions and let me forget about you again. This is a disposable number. Thank you
txto