kylo’s notes
- kylo ren or variations of that name only. no deadnaming. if you call me max/judas/etc i will block you. more here.
- i’m known to break “no contact”. typically when i need something. do not get sentimental.
- i am not very social but i front extremely often, typically at least once every day, and i am very sensitive to fronting triggers. i do not mask either.
- i am the most prominent identity fragment in the system and our primary protector.
- i am often, but not always, non-speaking in person. this doesn’t mean i don’t understand, or i’m stupid. stop acting like it. i speak ISL and LSF but i understand most people we know do not. if you’re going to be one of those idiots who tell me to just “find my words”, i will choke the shit out of you.
- sourcemates are not welcome save for hux and rey. doubles are not welcome.
- i am a protector, but i am not wishy-washy about it, i have no issue getting into physical or verbal altercations. don’t try my patience for shits and giggles, i don’t have the energy for it like i used to, nor will i take the bait if i see it coming. you look stupid.
- onto the more serious matters, i display our symptoms of BPD & i am jinx’s counterpart, you will see us fronting together a lot. i am low empathy (virtually none) and tend to take the brute force of our emotional blunting or fits of anger. i am not a persecutor or malicitor. i am a protector first, a holder second. if you want to get down to the nitty-gritty, i am an avenging pain & symptom holder protector with narcissistic and borderline traits. are the label hoarders satisfied yet?
- i don’t have a “dni”, i can handle myself and my triggers just fine. if i don’t want to talk to you, i will block you, either temporarily if you’re relevant to the rest of the system or permanently if you’re a stranger, and i do so very liberally. i don’t have to deal with insolent assholes if i don’t want to, and don’t tolerate half the shit other people here do, so don’t expect that from me either
- i have an acute dependence on my hux and tend to project this on other hux fictives. you have zero obligation to talk to me if you’re averse to that, but i’m not good at dealing with it either and it is one of the few things where i do not hold the reigns. interact at your own risk.


txto