To Ivan, I’m sorry I never told you I was feeling this way. I love you so much and I want you to know that. You can have it all, and I know you’re strong. My only wish is that you will move on from me.
To my group chat, thank you for being here for years on end, and for the endless support. I love all of you so much, don’t lose your spark.
To sin, you are a great friend, and one of the nicest persons I’ve ever met. We have made so many memories together, I am grateful to have known you.
To Elliot, thank you for seeing me as more than your usual friend, I know we just met, but I don’t find it fair to not leave you a message aswell. I wish you luck with your projects.
I don’t know if this will work, and hopefully it will, because I can’t deal with this life anymore, I will be overdosing on 38 antidepressants the 9 of november, at 2:00. If this fails, please don’t try and comfort me, I don’t need, nor deserve your kindness.
To jas, I hope your actions come back to haunt you someday, I hate you, and I hate how much I still miss you. As a last wish, please stop spreading that I abused you in any way.
txto