I don’t like speaking to people much. I think I’m better off as a memory or a concept inside of people’s heads. I don’t care if the memory is good. i don’t care if it’s bad. I don’t care if the concept is good. i don’t care if it’s bad. i’m just better off that way. people are too confusing. Humans are. They hate each other. they love each other. they tear each other apart. they patch each other up. Why do they do all of this? there’s too many rules of being a human. and i hate all of them.

humans are a sick species. my least favorite. i don’t consider myself one So i think it’s alright that i’m saying this. i don’t like how they always try and force you to be in the same mindfuck that is their perception. they lead such miserable chaotic lives. but they pretend they don’t. even the happy humans live chaotic lives one way or another and i think people that say otherwise are lying or are spies trying to undermine me.

enough About them, onto me i don’t like being known. i don’t think I ever did. The thought of people being able to perceive me, scan me, pick me apart, patch me back up into whatever they feel like its Just sickening. People are terrible to be known by. if you don’t make them happy they’ll strip you of your humanity, strip you naked. they’ll rape you with their words, molest you with their thoughts. it’s sick. they think they have the right. why? BECAUSE THEY KNOW YOU. they know about you. they know of you. they have access to you.

I thought being known would be nice. i thought i would be less lonely. but i;ve never felt lonelier. being known by people. everytime i’m known by someone, i feel like that one Asuka Langley scene. you know the one i know you do. it’s fucking awful.

And they don’t even care that they do it. they know they do it and they enjoy it, it’s pleasure, social masturbation for them. they get off on stripping someone’s mind naked. they like the thought of tearing people apart and turning them into whatever they feel like. their words hold power and they know it so they use it for evil, they use it to break and mold people. i’ve seen it first hand, the things the most craziest of humans will say to and about you just to mold you.

it’s mind rape. and they get off on it.


txto