Schizoramble ahead haha
Heyyy… You can call me Seo or Melody mainly, but I am simultaneously a “”“woman”“” of many names. Depending on where you know me from, I’m either Seo, Reisa, Rina, Mrs. Ishihara, “internet stalker”, etc. Not like it matters. I’m 22, turning 23 this year, and I identify as a high-femme lesbian. I use she/it pronouns, heavy on the she, but please mix it up. I’m still sort of on the line between girlflux and demigirl, and I used to identify as “girlthing” when I was like 19 making Carrds. I do present very (dark) femininely (if this even fucking matters) and am a self-proclaimed OG landmine (since 2020!) and a lifestyle menhera. #YesImCrazy. I am hyperromantic do not play with me I will blow us BOTH the FUCK UP. You know who the fuck you are. Anyways. My favourite guy of all time is Miyavi/Takamasa Ishihara. If you know me you know him. That’s a little scary. But also, who doesn’t like having a brand?
I’m currently picking at a hangnail as I write this. I’m East Asian, I usually don’t get into it because I don’t really think anyone should be too concerned about people’s ethnicities or races. Fun Seo trivia: my English is pretty shit, but I think I’m almost worse at my native tongue. I am re-learning though, so I’ll get there. OG yandere since 2009, even pre-Yuno Gasai/yandere face memes. Well, before I knew it, at least. I’ve been a anime/animated show nerd since I was like 6. Probably shouldn’t have watched Rosario+Vampire or Highschool DxD at that time but #NoInternetSupervision. There’s probably a picture of me yandere-facing from a old anime forum still out there somewhere. I highly recommend you don’t look for that, that’s weird. It was just me pulling your leg.
I am him forever in the flesh. #YesIKin, but its a bit deeper than that. The creator took my essence and crammed me in the body of a 40 year old 180cm Korean male. As if they couldn’t make me fictional enough. (I’m 149.5cm, drop the .5 on a bad day.) Other important Seo variants are Chishiya Shuntaro, Mira Kano, Yonaka Kurai, Zanka Nijiku, Ada Mesmer, Galatea&Hebe, Cheon Seojin, and maybe like… one or two more I can’t remember. My friend has assigned me Finsen Hunter, but I think it’s because he’s just a morally ambiguous medical professional. I also heavily ID as Misa Amane, This ugly faggot, and his equally doomed lesbian best friend. I hate ALNST fans and, honestly, the franchise now. But the fans more, always. A.K.A., I only kin characters you could probably find on the Villains Wiki, or depraved characters either loved or hated by the whole fandom. No in-between. Oh, also, if they’re a yandere, or in the medical field, somehow. I’m actually a bio majour. So, I guess? Heavy on the yandere though. If they’re a yandere I (most likely) will kin them without hesitation.
Important illness talk, I guess. I suffer from (severe) BPD (literally on my diagnosis sheet), and I live happily with autism & ADHD. Don’t worry about anything else, I have a lot wrong in my head and have a lot of comorbid shit going on so I literally, am all over the place. I am 4D, erratic, jumpy, and intense, but also at the same time reclusive and I hate humanity. I think the world is beautiful, but humans are vile. I’m the nicest misanthrope-misandrist-cynic-nihilist you are ever going to meet in your mortal life. I don’t even want to start with my political views just yet.
More Seo Fun Facts!
My favourite K-pop group is TVXQ!, and the first celebrity I went into psychosis over was SHINee’s Taemin.
I used to be very huge on the Korean soloists scene back in 2020, and have never been closer to killing myself since. My favourites are/were Bibi, Colde (& offonoff), and Hoody. I like Crush’s old music + Mayday with Joy.
I have a very uncomfortable 1k scrobbles on Goreshit. I love bullshit.
I have more celebrities I like than fictional characters. The first character I have ever had a real crush on was either Shizuo Heiwajima or Jotaro Kujo. The only relevant character I love right now is Camui Gakupo. And Emil #SORRY.
I think Gackt is annoying, but I love Gakupo. I love Gackt’s music and love-hate the guy himself. I have always wanted to be the Gackt to someone’s Mana. Or vice-versa.
I love RPF. I ship GakuMana. And Hyde x Miyavi. I think The Last Rockstars and JILUKA are both polyamorous bands. I once got rape/death threats for writing TVXQ!’s Changmin and Yunho having sex.
Some of my earliest kins are Izaya Orihara, Mikaela Hyakuya, Faye Valentine, Kotonoha Katsura, Yuno Gasai, Kamishiro Rize, and Sebastian Michaelis. I also own Funko POP figurines of Rize and Sebastian, they are my babies.
I only believe in even numbers. Even though I ran out of trivia about me, I still couldn’t let this end at 7 facts. (: I think there is blood in my mouth from biting that hangnail
Byee I love you forever (;
txto